Closure

For the most part, closure means when a person gets those last words from that one person that they need it from. And whether or not it's good closure (is there a such thing?), the fact of the matter is, the point has been gotten across.
Now, I always end up in the situation where I need closure. Fun. But, as fate would have it, because fate is a bitch in my personal opinion right now, I've never really gotten it. Not through words anyhow.
No. My closure comes from distance and silence. For the longest time. No phone calls, no messages, there's not even the "hey, tell her blah blah blah for me"...none of that.
So, by not receiving anything ever from my efforts, I put in more effort to get something back, which makes me seem crazy, but it only takes a few words. Even if I know deep down inside, I would rather hear it from that person's lips or at least read a message.
I would rather try than not. I would rather kick myself than wonder.

But I would also like REAL closure for once, so that I can go about my days...