So, lately Ive been watching a lot of Sex and the City, and its funny.....everywhere I go now, and everytime I ponder over something, I do it in much the same manner of Carrie.
On this one episode, Carrie can't get her ex-boyfriend, Aiden, out of her head. She had ended the relationship and now she missed him just because and wanted him back. After some effort, he told her of how scared he was to get back together with her and she felt like that was it. Lost cause. But, later after some thought, he went to her apartment and threw rocks at her window, and decided to give it another try....and I sighed....heavily and wistfully...
Oh if only. And isnt it funny? Because most of the time I feel as though I go through my motions as though Im in front of a camera, in front of audience. And that's just the way I function. But...sometimes, at the end of the day, the end of a lonely night, I just have to stop pretending and face facts. I am alone. I am alone and I dont want to be.
I mean, I have my friends of course and I love them....theyre what keeps me sane most of the time...but....I want someone back in my life like Carrie wanted Aiden and it kills me. And what's the really funny part is....NOTHING, and I mean NOTHING else has run through my mind for these past couple of months like he has. It's like it's on a loop, and there's nothing that can stop it. And I dont want to feel this way...I mean, I do and I dont. I want to want him....guess i have no choice, anyway...and I dont want to feel this way because he is clearly over it and I am clearly the fool.
I just want a few words. At the very least.
1 comment:
So basically what your saying is that that is like....
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
This is the song that never ends,
Yes it goes on and on my friends.
Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,
And now they'll continue singing it forever just because
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